Monday, April 24, 2006

I'm baaaaaaccckkkk

Evening all. I didn't realize how long it was since I posted until I started getting threatening emails. LOL Thank you all for your concern. It really touched me. I swear.

Not much has been going on with me. I finally saw the Endocrinologist and he was a giant sack of "waste my time." I put off my IF treatments and waited an additional month...when I went to see him I asked him if he could help me with my fertility and he flat out said "NO." I was like well geez, thanks for nothing dill-weed. I then asked if he had a reproductive endcinologist that he worked closely with and again was met with a big fat no. Gawd, I hate Doctors. They really make me ill. Tony and I made an appointment with another RE. I need to see someone else, some fresh blood. I'm tired of not having a child. I've been away for a bit because I've just been so damn depressed about it. I didn't want to bum everyone out, especially when quite a few of you gals have hot leads. (still crossing my fingers for you!)

May 8th is my new RE appointment. This place looks promising. They actually offer massage and acupuncture as part of the treatment to help relax (ack! not RELAX?!) while undergoing the treatments.

I had a ton of (dun dun duuuuuuuun) bloodwork done with the useless endo. He told me I have a classic case of Polycycstic Ovarian Syndrome. Wow dude. Thanks for telling me something I didn't know. Seriously. The goatee I continually have to wax off hadn't clued me in. The lack of AF wasn't a clue either. You went to Medical school didn't you? I can tell!

Needless to say my break from you all hasn't cured my anger issues.

I hate to dump this all on yas, but here I go again. I am so tired of not doing the one thing that makes a woman, well.. a woman. It's getting so old. ANOTHER girl at work (OMG Whoopsie!) is pregnant. And she wasn't even trying!! Imagine that! What a happy little surprise. I was like "awww!" and inside I was plotting ways to murder her and get away with it, or at least make it look like an accident. LOL (kidding!)

I finally broke down and hired a personal trainer. She is costing me $40 per hour. We start out with stretching, abdominals, muscles and then yoga to cool off. Tomorrow is my first day. I sure hope she doesn't piss me off. I'd hate to be blogging from jail. At first I was worried about the money that it is costing me, then I looked at my receipts for Follistim last year. I can do this. It's OK. I'm considering it a copay to get healthy and have the baby. She comes right to my home, which is nice and supplies the weights. Tomorrow night, when everything hurts, I'll be sure to post and share my joy. LMAO

Other than that, things have been OK. Work is busy as usual and I am working on a position as a business analyst. Maybe I can get it and get a raise. I also had dental surgery which hurt like hell. If anyone ever offers you an apicalectomy...REFUSE it!! Run like your ass is on fire, cause that hurts!!!

OK, now I gotta go and see if there is any good news with any of you gals. Again, THANK YOU for your concern. I am so thankful to have you lovely ladies in my life.

Toodles,
Mish