Friends, Family,Fertility & Stuff
Hi again all. I want to first thank each and every person who either left a comment or took the time to send me an email to check on me. Especially Jenny... Who it seems is going through her own problems and still took the time to email me. Thank you hun!
Friends - *sigh* Yet another "fight" with my best friend. I suppose familiarity breeds comtempt, but honestly. I wont bore you with the details of what happened because truthfully, I'm not sure myself. My BF has a good heart. A really good one. However, her good heart sometimes gives her the impression that she does no wrong, which we all know is bullshit. One of our other friends is having health issues. My BF takes the time to tell ME about this chicks health when I'm going through my own new shit. (see Fertility) We haven't spoken well to each other in weeks and last night I called her on it. Then I hung up on her, which I KNOW is childish, but it's not above her either. I love her, but it's so hard to be her friend. (p.s. I know it's not easy to be mine either, but I've always been who I am...never anyone else.) Also, when I talk to her about my personal trainer, she pretends to be enthusiastic... at least that is the vibe I get from her.
Family - My mother drives me insane at times. Now is no different. My brother is getting married in Nov/07. She's already a lunatic. She yells at me for not spending time with her or doing things, but then turns down every invitation I put out there. Yesterday, my brother snapped at her...I came to her defense and she shot ME down! Imagine that. Even hubby shook his head when that happened.
Fertility - Apparently now the Docs think I have hyperplasia?! WTF. I have to have a biopsy of my uterus. So not looking forward to that. They wanted to do a D&C, but I nixed that and chose the less invasive approach. First I will have the biopsy (remember how much I love waiting for results) then take Provera to bring on a period then a sono. My fertility treatment is currently on hold pending those results. My biopsy is scheduled for 6/7. Wish me luck. I'm just so ready to get started again. These road blocks are killing me.
Stuff- OK, for some good and lighter news. I planted yesterday!! I will take pictures and post them of my little garden. I cant wait for everything to bloom. Any sign of life for me is a good one.
My personal trainer is working out so well. It is the best 40 bucks I spend every week. I believe I'm down 15 lbs now. I've never felt more sure of a weight loss plan before. I'm extremely proud of myself here. I've never stuck to anythng for quite so long before.
Well. That's it for now. Thanks ladies for listening. It means a lot.
Mish
Friends - *sigh* Yet another "fight" with my best friend. I suppose familiarity breeds comtempt, but honestly. I wont bore you with the details of what happened because truthfully, I'm not sure myself. My BF has a good heart. A really good one. However, her good heart sometimes gives her the impression that she does no wrong, which we all know is bullshit. One of our other friends is having health issues. My BF takes the time to tell ME about this chicks health when I'm going through my own new shit. (see Fertility) We haven't spoken well to each other in weeks and last night I called her on it. Then I hung up on her, which I KNOW is childish, but it's not above her either. I love her, but it's so hard to be her friend. (p.s. I know it's not easy to be mine either, but I've always been who I am...never anyone else.) Also, when I talk to her about my personal trainer, she pretends to be enthusiastic... at least that is the vibe I get from her.
Family - My mother drives me insane at times. Now is no different. My brother is getting married in Nov/07. She's already a lunatic. She yells at me for not spending time with her or doing things, but then turns down every invitation I put out there. Yesterday, my brother snapped at her...I came to her defense and she shot ME down! Imagine that. Even hubby shook his head when that happened.
Fertility - Apparently now the Docs think I have hyperplasia?! WTF. I have to have a biopsy of my uterus. So not looking forward to that. They wanted to do a D&C, but I nixed that and chose the less invasive approach. First I will have the biopsy (remember how much I love waiting for results) then take Provera to bring on a period then a sono. My fertility treatment is currently on hold pending those results. My biopsy is scheduled for 6/7. Wish me luck. I'm just so ready to get started again. These road blocks are killing me.
Stuff- OK, for some good and lighter news. I planted yesterday!! I will take pictures and post them of my little garden. I cant wait for everything to bloom. Any sign of life for me is a good one.
My personal trainer is working out so well. It is the best 40 bucks I spend every week. I believe I'm down 15 lbs now. I've never felt more sure of a weight loss plan before. I'm extremely proud of myself here. I've never stuck to anythng for quite so long before.
Well. That's it for now. Thanks ladies for listening. It means a lot.
Mish
4 Comments:
I hope your biopsy goes well, sorry you have to go through that.
Congrats on the weight loss that is great!!
Take care and hope all works out for you.
Good luck with the biopsy. Take care!
I am glad to hear from you. Trouble with friends, gardening, more waiting - sounds like we have alot of the same things going on right now. At least the garden is there for a bright spot. That trainer of yours really does sound great.
I'm sorry to hear that your fertility treatments are on hold. I hope your biopsy goes well...good luck!
Also, congrats on your excellent weight loss! I'm so glad that your trainer is working out for you!
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