More waiting

Before I go on and on about myself, I find it necessary to say that September 11th was a big deal. I wasn't prepared for my emotions yesterday. It was overwhelming how everything comes back so fast. God Bless America, all the victims and the hero's. May peace be with us all.

Today I am heading to the Doctor for another blood test. Tony is coming with me, I think he needs some answers himself. I was up most of the night with the most horrible cramps in my back. Felt like I had to bear down. I'm gonna guess that isn't a good sign. :( We will see what happens today. After seeing all the news footage again yesterday from 9/11, it makes my problems seem so small. I guess perspective is what I am lacking.